Green Journal Musings 9/22/13

I'm Slowly deepening into an abyss of love.
The reigns pulling me under in an
overwhelming and wonderful feeling of bliss.
Shadows fall at the wayside disappearing
one by one making it easy to smile.
An ever so frequent wave of inspiration,
grounding and soaring at the same time.
So beautiful it takes a moment to catch my breath.
Streaming in so fast and powerful.

Here it is...The beginning...










*The love I'm referring to in this piece is self love. Loving and appreciating myself has been a life long struggle. When I finally started feeling love for myself, it was very overwhelming. I appreciated everything I was, everything I had been, all of my mistakes, failures, decisions...I loved it all. It was a humble and quiet feeling. Just knowing I made a turn for the better emotionally. It brought me to a place of gratitude that I had never experienced before. I'll never forget it.


                                                 Lynn

The Little White Gardenia

Beyond the trees,
There are clouds filled with rain.
Walking through the mud...
I see a little white gardenia.
All alone.
I stop and stare
At the beauty standing there
Like a soft comforting smile
From a dear old friend.
How did it know to show?
How did it know I needed a friend?
The two of us
Who were once alone,
Now stand together
In the rain.

Memoirs...It's All In The Wonders Of The Morning

Happiness surrounds me to the core of my existence. Beaming rays of light enter my body from off in the distance. Desertion of anguish from off into the unknown. Traveling onward to see a miracle born. Making it's way to a feeling in a moment alone. Far beyond the whispers of the soul, it makes an unnerving retreat to the seas before me. The shallows disappear and love walks in the door, just as it once did all those other times before. The fears are long gone. The anger is buried. Love now consumes me to a typical state of well being. The thoughts are comforting, pleasing. Love me forever, sweet Divine...it's all in the wonders of the morning.

                                     ~Lynn

A Page From The Green Journal

Beauty within my soul
Never before seen
Never before felt.
The divine within comforts me
Like a mother and guides me
To a love beyond words.
The earth and the trees,
The sounds of spring and the breeze.
The only thing that makes sense now
Is slowing down and being at ease.
The only thing I will ever need...
Is this moment
Here and now
With me

Memoir From The Lynn Diaries

                                Beautiful and breathtaking
                       as he steps out of the moonlit night and
                              into my arms. Fearing nothing.
                         We open our eyes to the light of the
                                      love from our souls.
                   A connection never felt before, but comforting
                                  and familiar all the same.
                     Feelings of bliss exploding out of our hearts.
                                The freshly fallen snow melts.
                          Never ending moments of laughter, the
                                      sky lit up with stars.
                   We take in the moment like we breathe in the air.
                                       Gentle and warm
                                with only our souls to bare.



                                                       
                                   Written by Lynn Roberts

The Pier At Dusk

On a whim and into the night.
You stood there standing
As I gently took your hand.
You said nothing, looked amazing.
Both needing something
Neither one could give.
A shadow dances by.
The moon,
The rain,
The pain.
More revealing than before.
The irony of the moment,
Everything is understood
The dark is hauntingly beautiful
And your eyes as blue as the sky
Wondering why.
The sun comes...
I look at you with tears.
Letting go of your hand,
And suddenly realizing...
You cannot undo
What you have done.


Poetry by Lynn Roberts
Photographer Unknown at this time