The mind of Sun smiles from the center

Today I was able to look DIRECTLY into the sun...without getting blinded. I didn't even have to squint. It was perfectly natural as if I were staring at a flower. There was a blue spot in front of the biggest part of the sun so that I only saw the sunrays. I stood there in a hypnotic state for a few minutes. Shook my head, batted my eyes, rubbed my eyes (thinking I had something in my eye) I know they say it's not good to look directly at the sun but I couldnt resist, I had to look at it. After about 15 minutes I yelled for my boyfriend...and this is how the conversation went:

~ Casey...come look out the window and look at the sun. Do you see a blue spot in front of it?
~ What do you mean? I can't look at the sun. Nobody can look at the sun. Are you high right now?
~ What if I told you I've been staring into the sun for 15 minutes and its in no way what-so-ever hurting my eyes...because theres a blue spot in front of it
~ What blue spot?? Why would you be doing that in the first place?
~ I dont know.... I looked out the window and the sun caught my eye. It took a while but I realized that I was staring directly into the sun. Comfortably....and theres a blue spot in front of the sun allowing me to stare directly at it
~ *walks away shaking his head
~  Wait a minute, do you see the blue spot or not? Because I'm telling you right now, that Im right here looking at the sun and there is a blue spot there protecting my eyes. I am looking directly at it...isn't this interesting? Don't you have any questions? Arent you in any way CURIOUS why I see a blue dot on the sun right now and you dont???
~ *crickets*
~ *continues to look out the window in awe....... until the sun goes down <3


It was literally covering the sun and It felt like my forehead was absorbing energy from the sunrays. Like I was getting filled with "power" or something.....I know, I know. But thats how it felt, that was my experience...and I swear I'm not smoking or drinking anything.
I'm not sure why this blue spot is there or how, I don't know if anyone else has experienced this or not. Certainly I'm not the only one....but it's a first for me. Gonna meditate on it...nite nite :)))


If this has happened to you, by all means, I'd love to hear from you....

Wanderlusting

Last time I saw this band was in the south of France in Nice. I was bumming it and went to the Cannes Film festival, Monaco (est ce que ce que cest vrai blah blah) and swam nekked in the Mediterarnean (very salty hold yer nose) then saw a kiosk saying these guys were playing tonight for 5 bucks and they are in NYC tonight for tomorrow's concert in Central Park (12/12/12) I love them and miss them! Oh how I wish I were in NYC!

The rose grows through the dirt

The most beautiful people we have known are those who have known defeat, known suffering, known struggle, known loss, and have found their way out of the depths. These persons have an appreciation, a sensitivity, and an understanding of life that fills them with compassion, gentleness, and a deep loving concern. Beautiful people do not just happen.

Elizabeth Kubler-Ross

The irony of the spiritual trail

Whew and Sigh...Fuck, it's hard to keep yourself in check. Wanting to help people with their problems, and giving advice without sounding pretentious. It can be heartbreaking. It's like watching them drown. They're reaching out their hand for help, you try with all your strength to pull them in, but they keep slipping away. Some people, well...most people, can't even hear you. Explaining the Law of Attraction to someone who is unable to hear you is just something I have to get used to. They're everywhere...and the worst part is they have no idea that they are the ones creating their problems through negative thought and emotion. I myself was one of those "wide awake but sleeping" people. Most definately. You could not tell me shit about any of this 5 years ago. I met spiritual people all the time but they were wack jobs to me. I meet them now, I love them, understand and learn from them. Many people lose their sense of humor when they go on a spiritual trip. Back then it was such a turn off and just way to serious. I believe life is supposed to be fun and adventurous. Its about quieting your mind through meditation, filling your subconcious with all things positive through books and quotes/affirmations, changing the way you think about people/things/circumstances so you can attract something better. Laugh alot, mind your own business, love and forgive people, don't get involved with negative bullshit, do more often whatever it is that makes your heart sing. When I suggest these things to people they give me that same look that I gave 5 years ago. It's cool though. I don't have to force anyone to see light, I just have to be light and they will go when they're ready. None of us really reach it, its a moment to moment thing and it grows in bio memory; (not that im an expert on it just practicing it humbly here and there) And I'll soon figure out how to help in the meantime without looking like a wack job. I got this...♥

Accept Your Reality, Whatever it is

So much time is wasted on our planet in wishful thinking. Instead that time and energy can be applied creatively to say, "Ok, Here I am. Now what is the best course of action given the way things are?" The more you learn to embrace reality in front of you, the quicker you will move into the reality you want

Pure Earth Energy

Can you get up first thing in the morning and go to the ocean, take a sip of the ocean and watch the sun come up for 30 minutes while swimming each day? If you take a sip of the Ocean while swimming for exercise and looking at the sun for beauty, you have just absorbed enough light energy to be able to sustain yourself for 8 hours. No joke. Ocean water contains enough essential nutrients in a few ...

sips for a whole day. You can even test this by fasting for a week and only doing this practice. Eventually, the body can live off of just Light energy. Breathing in air around you holds the same essential nutrients to support your body as the ocean. Practicing deep breathing while going for a morning swim at the beach while looking at the Sun will sustain you. Forever. People who do this call themselves Breatharians. Real people being studied, and that is no joke by NASA. They want to study a man from India who doesnt eat or drink so they can have longer flights in space without food. Love it!

The future has lots of rainbows

I think in a way, you're doomed, once you can envision something. You're sort of doomed to make it happen. I've found that the moment I can envision leaving a relationship, that's usually the moment that the relationship starts to fall apart.
 

Chuck Palahniuk

love

Rain or shine, friends take care of one another... Stay safe all. Learn in this lifetime, it's never about money, fame, material-wealth or power. It's about health, happiness, peace, serenity and the need for loving one another. Take good care of one another, learn to simply love.

my trip

From the outside looking in you could never understand it. From the inside looking out you could never explain it...

☮ feed your head ☮

If I had a world of my own, everything would be nonsense. Nothing would be what it is, because everything would be what it isn't.

-Alice in Wonderland

from me to you :)

I have the utmost gratitude for my health and my progress...I am SO proud of myself! My daily blessings of food, water and a beautiful home, A warm bed to sleep in and a nice car to drive. I will NEVER take any of these things for granted. I welcome more love in my life, more money and more peace of mind with open arms. I hope all of my dear friends and family find peace in their minds and love in their hearts. Sending ALL THE LOVE I HAVE IN ME into the universe for a happy, loving and healthy world full of prosperity and abundance...

peace, love and happiness always,

Lynn

Zen Buddhism

"Zen" means "to think about anything" and "arrive at the contemplation of" The purpose of the mini-garden of Zen - give you the "feel the moment", freeing up time from life's troubles and fleeting domestic troubles.
According to Eastern philosophy of Zen Buddhism is quintessence. Garden symbolizes the excitement and serenity that can instill a sense of grandeur to the owner and the balance through the contemplation of stones and sculptures.
It is believed that Zen meditation promotes relaxation and in the modern world is fleeting. Your movements become serene, freeing the mind, giving inspiration and creativity. When contemplating a mini-garden of Zen it is possible to feel a new kind of relaxation that allows you to draw upon the harmony and splendor - and in his heart and in mind

the guru IS the way

Maharaj-ji is not further away from you at this moment than the thought you're thinking now. And if you were completley stopping this thought or: transcending it or: being centered from the inside behind it....He and you would then be one

perception

I drink the finest of wines and smoke the most decadent of weed
And if your going somewhere groovy, I may follow your lead
I go without shoes, with a smile on my face
I care not what people think of me, I own my own grace.
Be kind, be inspiring, be a great friend who is funny
In the end that will mean more than a big pile of money...

A year from now you may wish you had started today

❤ Do Not Disturb ❤

I'm going into hibernation for awhile to work on my subconcious. I predict there will be those who think I've lost my damn mind but, in fact, it is the exact opposite :} Nothing bad has happened and I'm not running away from anything. I am running towards something...

hahahah

Whenever you are sad, remember Syd has sang “I am yum yummy yim yam do yimmy yim yam yum”


...that is all

Yours truly,

Lynn

Entranced by the Enigma...The Madman Inspires

“I don’t think I’m easy to talk about. I’ve got a very irregular head. And I’m not anything that you think I am anyway.”

~Syd Barrett

How I wish you were here

I’m thinking a lot about Syd Barrett lately. It’s very difficult not to any day, but lately… I don’t know exactly what to say...that someone so incredibly far from my reach is so dear and important to me right now. His story breaks my heart. More than others I’ve read of beautiful, young rockers and rollers drowning, dying, crashing…at least they died the same person they were when they were born. Altered by humanity, age, reality, time, and substance, but essentially they think and are the same. But with Syd, he had been changed from a glorious, groundbreaking ray of love & light, to an ever-silent, tripped out tragedy. And it’s just so sad..you know..? I just wish I could have met him. Before or after his meltdown, I don’t care. Just to know him would be enough. Find out truths, lies, learn from him.. Talk about the weather.. I don’t and wouldn’t mind. I just want to thank him for being how he was, and making people think and be happy. It sounds silly, but it all means a lot. Everything, actually. I wonder, now, if he really existed. If he really lived from—what was it?—1946 to 2006?—and if he really led the Floyd to existance, and laughed and painted and sang and gave the mad their king. I bet I just sound silly and stupid with all my fever-dream ranting..but I had to write about Syd. Because I was reading a bunch of things from the Floyd, producers, colleagues, friends, girls, and Syd himself. And because he was a lovely creature. It was very fun to read and it took a while. And then it was done with: Syd Barrett: (when asked if people still remember him) "Yes, I should think so..."
Upon reading that quote, I busted into tears and I couldn’t breathe, my throat was so tight. For some reason, that quote hit me so so hard. Then when I gathered my wits again, what i’ve been writing happened. I could hear him say it—the quote, I mean. There has to be some connection with me and this man. The Dark Side Of The Moon and myself were both born in 1973 and i've had a very deep attraction to Shine On my entire life, remembering as a child... and watching The Wall and not understanding it but being ok with that. A sort of hibernation period in my life and not really understanding anything actually. Feeling a deep sense of something was in me...but it was burried pretty deep. Surfacing in recent years and growing tremendously. Which seems to me like the perfect setting to re-discover Pink Floyd, including and especially early Floyd. I should really go on to something else now... Starting with my big bad reveal and how I was into Syd for about a month and a half when I found out he had died 5 years previous (I got into him 2011). I was absolutely devastated—because I was being forced to trade my hero for a ghost. The still-living, still-breathing, beautiful Syd that I thought still was had been ripped away. But I soon adjusted to the realization “your sweet little scarecrow is dead, Lynn.” and here I am now, crying over the bones of a stranger. I don’t know what to say now, except that 'im tired' and 'Roger’s very nice, still caring about Syd no matter what',  and 'if you dont know who Syd Barrett is, i recommend you get lost in his story for most of your day' or 'I really should take a nap..but this man is better than sleep' but none of that matters, because my chocolate is gone and so is my attention span. To put it simple, spending any kind of  time with Syd Barrett is necessary and beautiful...
And with that...I will say, (with absolute vulnerability), at this point in my life...i would give anything to have a soul like Syd to talk to. They just don't make men like that anymore...someone with deep thoughts, the charisma, the talent, the amazing vocabulary...and those eyes, oh my god those beautiful, soulful eyes. And what if... he held me really tight and sang to me as we slow danced? How about if we take a walk... and i pick him flowers and listen to him play and sing and he could read me alice in wonderland under a tree... while we are eating ice cream and after this, we take a nap on the grass together? How about the two of us simply enjoying an herbal session?

Perhaps in another life,

Lynn

TRUTH

⚜Zen is all-inclusive. It never denies, it never says no to anything; it accepts everything and transforms it into a higher reality...I don't let go of my thoughts, I meet them with understanding, then they let go of me...Byron Katie⚜

perfect...

:)

We learn from every step we take. Whatever you did today was the way it was meant to be. Be proud of you